My god, I can’t beleive I’ve eaten Mc Donalds 4 times in a row. That’s so disgusting and unhealthy. I feel like regurgitating all over the damn screen I can’t help it though, my brother and his friend ate all the food I had bought for my lunch this week I don’t feel like cooking, and even if I did, the nearest (safe) store is too far. Ahh well, I won’t eat anymore, it’s just too gross.

Just got off the phone with shaun <3 I miss him terribly. I can’t wait to see him But he won’t be here for long He seriously needs to find a new job, I can’t put up with us being apart so long. He sounded really down, almost like he was trying not to cry He kept saying he missed me…sigh, this sucks.

In other news, I will be getting my domain monday thanks to the uber cool Mazzy!~ I can’t wait to get it, I have alot of ideas for it!

Oh yeah, I’ve decided to copy Shaun and just do something rather then plan it. See, I always have to plan things in advanced and when it doesn’t go how I planned, I get frustrated and either don’t do it or wait till later when I plan it again. I’ve been trying to plan when to write my story but I’ve just decided to fuck waiting and just write the damn thing. So far it’s a REALLY, REALLY rough draft that isn’t even worth anyone viewing but as time goes on I will edit it and smooth the rough details out. I’m just glad I’m getting something done

Only two days left of work. God, this week has been so slow. I’m glad it’s almost over. Not much else is going on, just updating you guys on what’s up ^_~ Anyway, I’m gonna go now but stay tuned for more updates!

I want to apologize again for not updating my site as much as I used to. I’m not dead and I swear my site isn’t either, I will be updating more soon. I’m trying to get a new domain… this will be my blog domain but I want a seperate doamin for my graphics and tutorials and stuff. My new site will have alot of fun things to do and read, I just need to think of a domain name!

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anyway I have to go now, just giving a quick update

YAY! I’m so happy that I FINALLY have my own car. I bought it Saturday… cost well over $4,000 though It’s going to cost me about $300 a month to pay it off, I’m hoping I can do some work online to help pay for it, cause I don’t want to be paying it off for 4 damn years! It’s a nice car though, my mom always told me my first car would be a peice of shit, but this car is beautiful. It runs like a dream, I swear the engine sounds like it’s purring It goes fast too omg, I’d love to race it one day lol.

It’s a 2001 Honda Civic! It gets about 30 miles to the gallon, which is freaking AWESOME!!! I don’t have a picture of it yet, it’s windshield is busted so it’s being repaired today. But Shaun gets back home in 1 hour… so HOPFULLY it’s done and I can drive it! I want to go to moms house and show it off It’s soooo nice, I can’t wait to start customizing it!

But damn, I’m not going to have ANY extra spending money for a while And I really need clothes! Arghh! Ahh well, one thing at a time I suppose… but I’m so damn sick of my clothes

In other news, I start another crappy work week tomorrow. Ughh, I swear my break felt like it lasted a day, now a week! My breaks go by too fast I hope this week isn’t as slow as last week though, omg last week was just AGONY! Each day drug out soooooo slow. But atleast I don’t have to rely on Shaun to drive me to and from work now!

Man I’m freaking bored out of my mind.

Anyhoo, I *might* be getting a car today MAYBE! I hope so though, I want a car soooo badly, I’m tired of relying on Shaun to take me everywhere!!! The problem is, if I get this car I will have absolutely NO extra spending money, in fact I’ll actually have to work an extra day just to be able to pay the car payments. But hopfully I won’t have to do that for very long cause I’m making some graphics and I plan on selling them I hope I get atleast a decent amount of cash for them, I’ve been up all night working on them!

The car I *MIGHT* be getting is sexy. It’s a Ford Taurus, just like Shauns!!! In fact, it’s the same year and model BUT mine is redish pink, not green and it looks SO much cleaner. It also only has 90,000 miles on it, while Shaun’s has 190,000 LOL! Man, I hope to god I can get it!

I’m so upset Alex was supposed to spend the night at my new apartment this Saturday but her folks won’t let her because she has to mow the lawn. I don’t see why they can’t wait till she gets back, I mean it’s not like I can just walk on over to her house like I used to I can only see her on my off weeks, and since I won’t be seeing her this Saturday, I will have to wait another two weeks. Sigh

I slept for 20 hours yesterday Oh god, it felt nice, I usually only get a few hours of sleep so that was a real treat!

Ah, I need to hit the sack though, it’s 7AM and I’ve been up since 4PM yesterday XD Night!